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Friday, April 21st, 2006
11:13 am	You Are 76% Girly You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross! How Girly Are You? Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Bossy(i 4got who it features) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
11:01 am	GROW UP and stop makin stupid 2 year old comments! don't ask me who please...nobody! (even though i doubt anyone will) I think you know who you are. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: blank (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
6:51 am	Oh happy day!!! When jesus washed...anyway, today is my mama's birthday!!! She is 38 today (is that kinda young?) whatever, i'm just in a really good mood today despite of my horrible day yesterday. OMG, it was too much for one person to handle. Everybody that i am closest to, or thought i was closest to pissed me off. But whatever, i'm content. I normally do hold little grudges but right now i just can't hold a grudge or get stressed out over ppl that i literally don't have to deal with anymore after May 19th. It's all good right now. I COULD just vent right now, but i JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE IT. there's no point. Moving on... I'm on speaking terms with kenny again, i think. he's been calling me and i'm happy, but we're just starting back over, so nothings really happened. I just want it to be consistent this time and i'm sick and tired of us getting mad at each other. we may be too much alike when it comes to relationships. he's good at playing games, but honestly i'm better at them. HAHA. no seriously, i am. Cheerleading is starting to become more stressful. i can't wait till state is over (cuz i know we're going) so that i don't have to deal with catty girly attitudes all day. there's always something and there's always tension. don't be fake to me please. if you really don't like me deep down inside, DON'T TALK to me because i could care less whether you're mad at me or don't like me. point blank. i love you cheerleading but you have literally dragged every piece of energy in my body, OUT. Well, that's my update for right now. I have more to say but i gotta do hmwk. Peace (to the middle east). HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: content Current Music: free yourself-fantasia (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
6:50 am	I had a dream that he called me last night...omg, why can't i just forget about him?????? Current Mood: stressed Current Music: LORD DELIVER ME FROM MYSELF...(is this the title?) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
7:13 am	Can't believe it... God, he hurt me so much. I haven't been able to stop thinking about saturday, when i saw him and he basically treated me like a dog...its simply unbelievable. i really don't even want to tell anyone what happened because its so embarassing. But what do you think about this: You happen to see him at his job on saturday and he acts like he doesn't see you. Then you accidentally see him again that same night at the club, then your best friend goes up to him to speak and he tells her that I know where he is, therefore, i should go to him first (which was true). So i walk past him purposely like twice pretending to go to the bathroom and not look at him purposely. Then i bumped into him (totally not on purpose) and he speaks to sumbody behind me and gives me a little "hi". So i just looked at him like are you serious and he goes "What? I said hi." and then he says "you saw me first and didn't say nothing to me" and i was literally speechless, just shaking my head. So then,he has the audacity to just walk away from me slowly, in the middle of the club like i'm nothing, absolutely nothing. I just didn't know what to do, say or think. I couldn't believe him. How dare you just walk away from me like that, and leave me just standing there in the midst of like 20 dudes...omg. I just walked away with a blank look on my face. I refused to let him see me angry, so the rest of the night, i pretended like i didn't see him and i was so glad when he saw me dancing with other boys. oh yes, i know he saw me. He's crazy...this is not the first time hes been mean to me before...however, i can't stop thinkin about the good times we shared. oh well, maybe he'll come back around. but i honestly DON'T think he will. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: so sick (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
10:21 am	Why is lj a mess compared to facebook? I wish it wasn't "forbidden" on the school computers. Current Music: age ain't nuthin but a number-pretty ricky (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
10:50 am	http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/183327497 Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: unpredictable-jamie foxx (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
12:12 pm	What is everybody doing this weekend??? for some reason, i wanna go sumwhere...to make up for homecoming last weekend. Maybe everybody else is worn out from homecoming nite...i just wanna chill and have fun. i was thinking: tropicana, north oaks, maybe the movies, any clubs thats are open. i just wanna do sumthing fun... Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Can U Handle It-Usher (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
10:00 am	FINALLY... Homecoming was cool...i had more fun last year. The best part was after the dance even though i wasn't really with my friends. i really don't have much to say about it. Everybody looked really nice. there weren't any dudes there. i can't believe the only dude that really asked me to dance was zach. (he was a lil hap) now, everybody knows that that was ROCK bottom. i didn't have nobody else (well ernest if that really counts...lol). i couldn't even dance with nobody anyway cuz that "lady" kept breaking everybody up. whatever, it really didn't matter cuz i wasn't tryna dance with nobody anyways, it wasn't that serrrrious. i was really ready to go long before it ended. But those dudez that phillicia brought was tryna hop on and i kept runnin away cuz they was scaring me... I'm not even gonna lie, i wish i had a date to homecoming. it was cute seeing all the couples...the only single ppl for real were me, lauren, and i don't think anybody else. that's prolly why i felt like being with demetrius after homecoming. i know ppl was wondering where i was at when everybody else was at IHOP and then the hotel. i don't know what jasmine told everybody but i dropped her off at IHOP to spend a little time with my friend, Demetrius. we was just chillin in the tropicana parking lot.. BOP! it was cool tho, i really didn't feel like being in social setting anyway. i was too worn out after the dance. and i was gonna bring him to ihop so that i could still be with everybody, but i was afraid ppl was gonna be acting stupid and tryna front me out or embarass me in front of him...which is why i regret taking him along with us to hotel. First of all, i regret going to the hotel at all. it was so stupid. i shoulda just stuck with my original plan: NOT TO GO TO THE HOTEL. some people were acting stupid drunk. they know who they are. or maybe they just thought it was cute. i dunno, it just seems like ppl act different around different people. i dunno how to explain it. i think that maybe sometimes, people are aware of what they are doing when they are drunk but they just try to act like they're not just to say that they're drunk or use that as an excuse. to those who called themselves trying to "go off" or make a scene in front of people (showing off for attention) need not get drunk again seriously. i mean i was only at the hotel for literally 5-10 minutes and i was ready to leave because first of all, it was boring, second of all people were being ignorant and perverted (especially ernest and his 2year old friend) and third of all i don't really smoke or drink. it smelled bad in there...it was just a mess i didn't wanna drink or smoke especially with ppl i don't know. i didn't have a problem with anybody doing that, but the way ppl act and the way that they change is ridiculous. i know how to have fun, but my fun doesn't consist of getting drunk. tipsy is cool, but not drunk...and HIGH at that. whatever, i'm just rambling now but i was HIGHLY annoyed by people. One person that i enjoyed watching getting drunk though was lauren cuz she was being cool. Oh yeah, and jaz, you trying to front me out in front of demetrius is not funny. i told you that the other day and i didn't think that you would do it again, but you did. i would just really appreciate it if you didn't do it anymore (you know the smooching thing). I'm not angry...just don't do it again. THANX :) well, this is my update...the first one since JUNE, i think. i'll try to keep you guys posted if i have time. you know how crazy senior year has been, i'm so cramped for time. See you guys later!!! LUV YOU ALL. Current Mood: horny Current Music: Girl Tonite-Twist and Trey Songz (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 9th, 2005
6:13 pm	I am in love with Richard, why? i dont know. He is the sexiest man alive!!! (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 3rd, 2005
12:39 pm	Somebody kills me. i have been getting pissed off over little things...little comments. I'm not the type to start any drama, but if it comes down to, i will go there. Lately somebody has been making little silly comments towards that are not funny AT ALL. Like, i know that they things that they say kinda be little jokes or whatever, but they are not funny to me. they'll say stuff like, "you bastard", "you ugly lil girl" and lil dumb comments like that, ya know, trying to be funny. to me, that is silly...i mean, you can joke wit me or whatever, but sumtimes that stuff can get a lil out of hand. but if sumbody made a lil fat joke or sumthin, they wanna get ultra-sensitive. sometimes, enough is enough. its been happenin a lil bit too much lately. And then this person would say stuff like in front of people and it don't nobody even laugh. BOP! BING! i notice that this person only make lil comments to me. It may sound petty or whatever, but its not becuz I don't like it and it's the way that i feel therefore its not petty. so if this applies to you, don't ask me about it, just stop sayin stuff. so i dunno if you tryin ta be tough or what, i dunno, but i won't allow it to happen anymore. i have let a few lil comments slide, but next time, it won't... Current Mood: content Current Music: touch-omarion (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
3:09 pm	Does anybody have any suggestions on where i should apply for jobs (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
9:56 am	This weekend has been better than i expected. i thought that i was gon' be so borrred this weekend but its been fun. Right now, its like 11:45 sunday nite, and me and jas just got bacc from applebees. it wuz a lil' empt, but we killed that appetizer sampler. It wasn't one bite left!! but anyways bacc to this weekend. On Saturday, i woke up and went to the car wash, and i wuz like 4 hourrrs late. it was so fun, gettin wet, dancin and actin silly all day...and then i left the carr wash a lil' earrl. but then after the car wash, me and tiffanie went to pick up her grandpa...he wuz so hap!!! i fell in love with him...OMG, it was so hilarious...it took him literally the entire car ride home to put his seatbelt on. and the car ride was like 15-20 min long. It was soooooo funny. so then we went over tiff's granparents house and dominique and grrrandpa was showing me like the whole family album from like 100 decades ago...it was so funny, it was fun too. so after that, we went bacc to tiffs house and my mama picked me up. so, me and my mama did some rippin and runnin until like 10;30 at nite. jasmine had called me and asked me to come over cuz she was bored...so then i went over there...spontaneously. it was fun cuz we wuz just actin crazy all nite and callin random people. and then kyle kept callin me and askin about CUMDADDY. so then, this morning, we went to this family picnic/bbq with jasmine and her grandma. it wuz sooooo fun. at first when me and jas got there we was like what is this??? so then we played volleyball with some of the kids. we played spades too. that was the funnest part of the day cuz we played with jasmines 26 year old cuzins named Ponchi and Tony. They both was a lil hap!! Tony was hella cool cuz he was laughin at everything we wuz laughin at. So my partner was Ponchi was so hilarious. we wuz laughin at him like the whole time. He didn't even know i was his partner till the end of the first game and we was sittin right across from each other. That was the funniest thing ever. me, jas and tony was like are you serious? Man, we laughed at him for like a good 10 minutes. so after the picnic/bbq, we went to the movies at the galleria. mel and brize was there waitin for us, so then we waited for anthony and his crrrrew to come. so when we got there, we decided to go to see the LONGEST YARD at the esquire becuz the one at the galleria had already started. so we piled 8 people into jasmines lexus. omg, it was so fun!!! anthony and mel sat in the front seat and everybody else sat in the bacc and sherrrick was a lil horrrn. he was tryna feel on everybody, i was like are you serrrious??? but he was cool though, he wasn't a lil mute...so after the movie, me and jas went to applebees after these 4 dudez was tryna stalk us. omg, we had so much fun...we didn't even have a curfew, we just came home early cuz it wasn't nuthin to do anyways...so hopefully we do sumthin fun 2maro. I hope everybody else had a fun weekend!!! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: All becuz of you-Marques Houston (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 27th, 2005
1:22 pm	Man, i haven't posted in a long time...so i have so much to talk about. I hope i can remember everything. Well me, sarah, jasmine and phillicia just came from the galleria to find sarah an outfit for a party she's goin to tonite. (sorry sarah, but i had to tell the story!!) we spent like 2 hours trying to find an outfit for her in american eagle and hollister. sarah wanted the perfect outfit when she found a really cute outfit in american eagle, but no...sarah insisted on finding sumthing to make her look "older". so finally when we were in hollister, i picked out the perfect outfit for her...when we got up to the cash register, her credit card was declined...i was like OMG sarah...it was so hilarious. but anyways, that's just one thing that i wanted to talk about. i cannot wait until this weekend to do sumthing fun. i definitely wanna go the movies to see THE LONGEST YARD!! And i wanna go to the JUVENILE concert thats supposed to be at TREASURE ISLAND this saturday nite...i dunno, its just so much stuff that i want to do!! There is a certain person that has been kinda flaky with me lately. i dunno, i'm kinda feeling that they have sumthing against me or i don't know what it is. it seems like this "person" is trying to compete with me instead of being my friend...i dunno, it's so stupid. it seems like one minute they are my friend and the next minute they act like they have better things to do or better people to see. whatever, i ain't got time to be trippin off of it. i'm learning that i cannot always depend on people, or friends... i'm good on my own. but its just so weird cuz this person expects people to be so sweet and nice to them and then they wanna play this game wit me. But one thing that you'll learn about me is that i don't kiss A$$. i think that is what gets to people about me. that's how i have lost a lot of best friends in my past, i don't kiss their A$$ or kiss up to them in ANY sort of way. so if you're the type who feels that sumone owes you sumthing, you betta think again cuz it ain't happenin over here!! And then i think that i am getting mixed emotions b/c like i said: one minute, they cool or wanna be my friend, and then the next minute, they wanna act STANK, but for no apparent reason, at all!!! But i ain't sayin WHO this "person" is. i ain't even mad at 'em. imma just be me and do my thing. they'll be trying to cum back to me in the end, b/c it ALWAYS happens. hahahaha...i'm not a lil "ang"...i'm just keepin it real baby!!! Ummm...for now cheerleading tryouts is on JUNE 18th, but I am definitely going to talk to tesha and ask her about changing the date or whatever, b/c it seems like that date doesn't work for many people...so i'll get back to ya'll bout that... Well, i forgot all the other stuff that i had to say, but when i think of it, i'll update on it later...holla bacc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: we belong together-mariah carey (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
6:58 am	So...what did i do this weekend? you might ask...well, i had fun, but i wish that i could've done more. On Saturday, i went to the del-teen meeting. it wuz cool considering the fact that all we did was discuss issues. nothing special. and also we organized the KAPPA LEAGUE/DEL-TEEN cookout that will be on JUNE 11th at HEMAN PARK. Anyone is invited, and admission is $2. But anyways, after the DT meeting, tiffanie dropped me off at home, and i just watched TV all day til like 6:30. Then, i began to get ready for my cousin Nikki's sweet 16 birthday party that started at 7:00. it was at the omega house on natural bridge and goodfellow, so i'm thinkin that its finna be POPPIN!!! LOL!!! So, i got all jazzed up (me and christin did) for some MESS!! I mean, when we got there, we heard the music all loud in the parking lot. So we walked in and it was like 10 or 11 people there all scattered around, so it really made it look skeet. Oh my god, that was the funniest party that i have ever been to in my life. Everybody was from Belville lookin a hot a$$ mess!! Eventually about 25-30 more people showed up, but me and christin didn't know nobody. And then, me, christin, stephan and DJ was the oldest people there!!! OMG and why did UGCHUNK (aka angfist) show up...i was rollin on the dance floor laughin when he popped up lookin a HOT mess!! It was hella hilarious. then christin and stephan(my cousin) was tellin him that i wanted to sit next to him and dance with him. I was like OMG, so i was like fallin on christin lap and covering her mouth so she could stop!! and then it was like these 12 year old girls dancing the ENTIRE time to these old a$$ songs looking a hot mess in their jerrrsey dresses and visors. i wuz like OMG. and it wuz like 2 dudez there. it was like these 3 dudes who kept coming and leaving. it was hella whack!! we wuz just laughing and actin silly the whole time, you know how we are. and then me and chris was a lil hong (hungry)!!! and they finally served the food at like 10:00 (when the party started at 7). And all they served was like meatballs!! it was so funny, but i still got my grrub on!! (hey chris, remember the forrrrk?...lol) oh my god and it wuz this girl in a light blue jersey dress with a blue and white visorrr. she wuz dancin on this one dude the whole time in the corner on the wall. it was so obvious that these people were from the east side. everybody was a lil youf (youth) and lookin a mess. it was so hilarious...so, me, chris and dj left at like 10:15. Then me and chris went back to my house and we wuz like "What we gonna do?" cuz it was a lil earrrl!! so we wuz just trying to figure out who we should call, so she called sumbody and they wuz on a lil double date...so then i remembered that Rrrich had called me earlier that week, but i never called him back. So i had to break down and call him. he wuz on his way to north oaks and told me to meet him there, and he wuz a lil hap. so we stayed at north oaks till like 1:00 am. i have never seen so many cute dudez in my life!! richard was with all fine dudez and me and chris was just like staring at all of them going crazy. (especially over blue tee, skeet tee and white hat) man, they was so SEXY!! And then it was like more random (cute) dudes poppin up.They was all like starin us but it was a lil awk the whole time!! God, it was so fun even though this girl we was calling "skeet jacket" wanted to ruin the whole nite!! But whateva, that's a whole different story. So after we left, we like followed then out of the parking lot all the way to lucas hunt and west florrisant. We ain't wanna look like no stalkers so we went right while they went left. We passed them up and acted like we did not see them right next to us. It was so funny, cuz i was trying to act like i was on my phone and christin turned the music all the way up. it was hecka hilarious. So then, when we went the other direction, richard called me and was like you wanna do sumthin...remember it was 1:00 in the morning. so me and christin like yeah cuz she wanted to talk to BLUE TEE(POLO) so we spent like 20 mins. trying to catch up wit them. And then he kept callin us askin where we was at but we wuz still tryin to catchup. So then his cell phone went dead and then we was like forget it, so we went home. It was a fun adventure though. We had LOTS of fun. Well, i really don't fee like talkin about sunday, cuz all i did was go to church and to a long a$$ graduation. well imma go, so ttyl!! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Let me squeeze it- 3 SIX MAFIA (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
11:59 am	What's up ya'll??? I'm just bored so i decided to update. There are a few things on my mind. One of the things is school. School is so boring...unless everybody is out of class actin a fool. Like I don't do anything anymore. I come to school just to sit around and look at people. I don't ever have homework, all i do is take tests and go home...God, i just b so bored. today, i had guitar and ms. marquita cancelled class, so there was a free period right there. Then i had another free period after that. And then i had anatomy. we was only in class for like a half an hour and he let us out. We dissected the cat's heart and lungs, and then we left. And then after lunch, i have spanish, and it ain't gonna be nothin to do in there either. So, i'll just update later becuz i'm finna go to lunch...bye! Current Mood: content Current Music: something on 104.9 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 28th, 2005
11:59 am	Steph...I don't wanna hear it...I ain't start it this time! Milkshake by Kelis "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard And they're like, it's better than yours Damn right it's better than yours I could teach you But I have to charge" You can work it! And you started a new trend or two in 2004! What 2004 Hit Song Are You? Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Milkshake-Kelis (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
3:18 pm	SORRY STEPH....LOL! THIS IS THE LAST ONE! RASHONDA R is for Refined A is for Ambitious S is for Stylish H is for Honorable O is for Openhearted N is for Neat D is for Dainty A is for Astounding What Does Your Name Mean? Current Mood: horny Current Music: some dumb song on BET (8 Comments |Comment on this)
2:50 pm	God... I hate it when people are fake. Not only to me, but when people are fake towards other people. People just need to grow up for real. I don't understand how we are about to be seniors and people still backstab, talk about people behind their bacc's, and do lil' 4th grade SH!T. Like i can't believe how blatant people are when they talk about people behind their backs. Like, are you trying to hurt their feelings? That's literally unbelievable. Why would you want to do that on purpose? i have never witnessed so much fakeness in my life. And then people got the nerve to be open about it. If you gon' talk about somebody behind their back, at least be secretive about it and not tell friggin' EVERYBODY! It's no one's business whatsoever. It's crazy how 2-faced some people can be. What grade are we in? GET A LIFE! I ain't sayin no names or nuthin and i ain't got nuthin against nobody but they need to know for real!! Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Everytime-Brian McKnight (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
9:16 am	Have you ever heard the phrase: "Girls are evil"? Why girls gotta be so stupid sometimes? I mean just think about it. Girls are so ignorant towards each other, it doesn't make sense. They are meaner towards each other than they are men. It is so true. I have some questions: Why do girls break up friendships over guys? Why is it that a girl would rather spend time with their boyfriend instead of their girlfriends? Why is it that a girl can tell their boyfriend or guy friend "I love you" and not even say it to her best friends? Why do some girls go out just to get hollas instead of just simply having fun with their girlfriends? Why is it that girls are so quick to break up their friendships but hesitant to break up with their boyfriends? Why is it that gurls would give their boyfriend a second chance before they would give their best friends a second chance? Girls can brag on how good their man is treating them, but they can't say how good of a friend they have. That's crazy to me! I mean, this stuff is so true. I have noticed these things. It seems like girls, especially teenagers give more leniancy towards boys than they do their own gender. Like for example, if a girl gets into an argument with their best friend, they'll get an attitude with them and not talk to them, without even caring, but if a girl gets into an argument with their boy friend, then, thats a different story. Then, they wanna act all dramatic and cry and stuff over him talking about how bad they love them and miss them. I just don't get it. Girls just are not appreciative of what they have. I'm not downing girls with boyfriends or nothing, but i don't think that women realize the true meaning of having a "friend". I dunno...maybe i'm the only one who notices these things and realizes these things, becuz maybe i'm just crazy. Girls may not intend to do this, but girls do things that they don't even realize that they are doing. Some girls can steal each other's man and not even care. I mean, that is so like...backstabbing...to me. It seems more like a competition than anything, and it shouldn't be like that. Women should be able to work together and want the best for each other. Friendships should not have to be a competition...that just not a friendship. It just seems like women don't even have respect for each other and its ridiculous. Girls just need to grow up and they need a reality check. Hit me up if you know what i mean!! Current Mood: curious Current Music: Ordinary People-John Legend (12 Comments |Comment on this)